A Tribute to the Police from a Homeless Man – Rescued from Sub-Zero Wind Chill

Should you be on the street, in a shelter, or in a transitional house, you are, “technically”, Homeless. One well-known fact is that the law is part of your life. This could be a good thing or a bad thing. These 2 posts are dedicated to the police officers who have it in their hearts to understand The Homeless. The posts are in 2 parts; post 1 – The Rain Nor’ester and post 2 – Rescued from Sub-Zero Wind Chill. The officers listened and took action. Their decisions, maybe, saved a life and helped a homeless man who had been wronged by organizations funded to help!

An Objective Question: Brian, you were white, had all your teeth, and you spoke good English. Where you treated differently by the police because of this?

The answer: As in any area you have to consider the demographics. Within the 128 belt of Massachusetts, there are a great majority of mixed races and cultures. When I was within the 128 belt, the cops did not care but race could have been a factor. Quincy is mostly white and tough, so race meant nothing; in my opinion. Outside the 128 belt, objectivity is town by town. Either way, the police saw a wrong and made it right. All the others in the 2 shelters of Blog 1 and 2, would have been treated the same. Now the store owners in the area hated us. Justifiably, because some street people smelled, swore in front of kids, were rude, and pushed customers away. The background check they ran on me (no problems) and the suit case was a factor. 

Note: The reality of being on the street is that the daily objective is staying alive. I had not been using alcohol or drugs and in my mind, I was in control. I was just trying to get through the night without getting sick, beat up, robbed, or arrested. The events are true and comments are taken directly from the police reports.

In this post, the Police officer’s options were:

  1. Send me to the hospital to have my head stitched and arrest me for homelessness.
  2. Send me to the hospital to have my head stitched and then “do what they did, which would make anyone cheer”.

Episode Two: In January of 2015, I had no housing alternatives available to me, so I turned to shelters south of the City of Boston. I called Tom’s, located in a city south of Boston Ma and they had space available. Mike Garrison drove me to Tom’s for the Shelter Intake and Acceptance. Once I was given a thumbs up, Mike left for home.

Note: When you are accepted into a shelter in Massachusetts, each individual has to go by the rules. One standard rule is that the homeless must leave the shelter by 8 am and must return at 7 pm. If you are late, you lose the bed or mat. This varies from shelter to shelter.

Mike Garrison, my friend, had given me some pocket money for food, so I went to McDonald’s 2 blocks from the shelter. When I returned to the shelter the entrance was locked. I knocked on the front door and a staff member came and yelled through the glass that it was after curfew. By the time I yelled back that I had no where to stay, he was walking away.

What to do? With nowhere to go, I wandered the area for bushes or trees to sleep behind. The ocean winds were coming west and the force of the wind sent the temperature below zero. On top of that, I was dressed for warmer weather.

I wandered into an area that had a pickup truck. Since the back was empty, I thought it might cut the wind down enough to sleep. At that point, a few men approached with only one intent, my suitcase and money. After throwing the bag in the truck and a short fight, I was down but they were gone. I retrieved the suitcase, and while leaving the truck, three patrol cars pulled around the truck, my bag, my broken glasses, the gash on my forehead, and me.

While I searched for the lens from my glasses, blood fell on my hands, frames, sneakers, and jeans. The officer’s report states, “Fallon Notified, By the Pumps, Transport to QH. Person(s), Brian Masters, Homeless.

The Hospital: While having my head stitched, the officers asked why I was wandering around, at night, in the dark, in the cold, and with a suitcase? I told the officers of being accepted and then locked out of the shelter. The officer went away for a short while and came back after the ER physician finished stitching me up.

Action taken: The officer informed me that I would be transported to the shelter and not to be concerned. When I arrived at the shelter door, a staff member signed a document and escorted me to the cafeteria where a mat and blanket were waiting among scores of others homeless individuals.

Epilogue: I can only guess what was said by the policeman to the shelter personnel. I do know that the police made sure a homeless man, who could have had far worse consequences, was taken care of. Compassion, duty, experience, training, or all of the above? It did not matter; it was done.

Hats off to those men and women, January, 13th and 14th, 2015.

Oh, I have nicknamed the scar on my forehead, Captain Hook, since it is in the shape of a hook. What better when awarded in a ship city-Arrr.

Brian Masters





A Tribute to the Police from a Homeless Man – The Rain Nor’ester October, 2014

Should you be on the street, in a shelter, in a transitional house, you are, “technically”, Homeless. One well-known fact is that the law is part of your life. This could be a good thing or a bad thing. These 2 blogs are dedicated to the police officers who have it in their hearts to understand. The blogs are in 2 parts; blog 1 – The Rain Nor’ester and blog 2 – Sent Away in Sub-Zero Wind Chill. The officers listened, did not prejudge and took action which, maybe, saved a life and helped a homeless man who was wronged by organizations funded to help!

Note: The reality of being on the street is that the daily objective is staying alive. This post will focus on a homeless man who had no intention to use the system. I had not been using alcohol or drugs and my mind was in control. I was just trying to get through the night without getting sick, beat up, robbed, or arrested. The events are true and comments are taken directly from the police reports. The Police officer’s options were:

  1. Arrest me and put me in jail!
  2. Send me on my way and let me get sick in the rain, freeze to death, or wander as you see many people do!
  3. Do what they did!

Episode One: I had spent 7 weeks in a shelter for men in Marlborough, MA. The atmosphere was a good one and the men worked together the best they could. I was holding down 2 to 3 jobs in order to make my goal of $3,000 and move to an apartment. Unfortunately, there are people within the Subculture Subculture defined of the street who would rather see others fail and not succeed. Two young men entered the shelter and proceeded to make that happen by redirecting blame and breaking the rule – fights and trouble making.

To my bad luck, the shelter management believed their stories. That night, October 20th, 2014, between 10 pm and midnight, after doing a 6-hour shift, I was asked to leave the shelter with the clothes on my back, no meds and no transportation.

What to do? This was the night a Nor’ester rain storm was forecast. I walked to a hotel and asked for a room.

Police Report: On 10/20/14, I was called to the Embassy Suites for a male refusing to leave the property. He stated that he was homeless and looking for a free room. He made a statement that he wanted me to shoot him. He was placed under S12 and taken to Marlborough Hospital.

Note: The common questions asked by the police are, “Are you going to hurt yourself”, Ans. “No.” “Are you going to harm someone else.” Ans. “No. “Nothing we can do”. My comment, “Then shoot me.” “That was the answer”. I also told them where I came from and the jobs I held.

Result: I was placed in the safe environment for four days until the rain pasted. The doctors certified I was of sound mind. I was able to retrieve my car but lost my job by missing a shift. Four months later, the talk on the street was that the young men who caused me to have to leave the shelter were hiding. One was rearrested after leaving the shelter. I kept moving forward.

My opinion: The officers had choices. They could have arrested me or sent me on my way.  Instead, they helped me. These officers saved me from a lot of shame and suffering. Police can be Savoirs

Brian Masters


Once You Experienced It, in any way, Then you have an Understanding/Chance to Help

Note: I have not posted in over a month and I apologize. In the first few posts of 2015, I mentioned I would be writing a book. I said the book would contain my experiences (see About the Author and His Intent), the contents of my journals, descriptions of others’ experiences, and discussion about the Subculture, the Health System, and much more. Recently, I also have been working with a charitable society, helping people get back on their feet; this is the same charitable society that helped me, and now I am giving back. Time flew by, as they say. When I think about my work in the street, still being on the street, the political ads to save addicts, and my actual, introduction to the system as described in my journals, a common denominator came to light. This common denominator must be sent to the Political Engines and Money Organizations. I thought I would share it with you. 

The people that I have met in the last 4 months want to help people in need, and they will overextend themselves to do it. They are giving back! The phrase, “giving back” has infinite meanings but the simple explanation is “helping people.” These volunteers want  to change someone’s life for the better. A majority of the volunteers I have spoken with lost their money in the 2000’s, have had depression, have had a family member die from homelessness or drugs,…the descriptions drag on.

Note: “The past is real, the future is real but what is not real is what we are going to do about it!”

When I opened my journals to start the second section of the book, I was stunned at what I had written and experienced in June and July of 2014. I was a man, who had very specific needs that were explained in detail to the doctors and nurses before self-commitment; I was then locked in a ward of 14 people. Some were banging their heads against a wall, another was threatening to kill, two were individuals who had attempted suicide by jumping from a bridge and another by slicing his wrist, and others had other diverse problems. My need was detox and understanding depression in order to stop uncontrolled drinking.

Since we started the website, Addiction-Reality-Education, we have shared real medical solutions from people who have touched the symptoms and disease of substance abuse. Although their names have been changed, they still risk exposing their past and experiences in order to help. It is their experiences and contributions from the sciences that people will read or use. See The Real Purpose of A-R-E

Example: As the Yale Medical 90 Results show, 90 day mandatory or voluntary medical institutionalization for specific drug abuse problems, does work. But the horrendous inclusion of illnesses which can never be controlled, diagnosed, treated, and released within 15 to 30 days is a SICK health system and will not work.

What does this mean? There is no answer, but there is a fact.  Positive results for addiction treatment have come from those who have seen or touched the disease. Whether it has been from family, friends, their own illness that they recognize, or just unfortunate events in life, there are people who understand. These are the people who must advise the political and money organizations. These are the people who must be one level from the top and one level over the implementation of the solutions.

Mike Garrison and I were at Father Bill’s shelter in Quincy, Massachusetts the month Governor-elect Baker, visited. I slept on a mat in the dinning room, on a cold floor; I was lucky enough to be granted a bed among men who stole my shirt; I was lucky enough to walk into the shower with shit on the floor; I was lucky enough to catch Pneumonia and beg to be taken to Quincy Hospital; and I was lucky enough to watch a friend, Paul, sent out into one of the 2015 Nor’esters, with Spring clothes on, because he did not check his cell phone at the desk. I never saw Paul again. Gov.-elect Baker visits shelter

Organization heads who set directions and have the money, including the politicians who visit shelters (such as Governor Baker from Massachusetts and Governor Hassan of New Hampshire), do nothing unless they engage the people who have touched the reality of the street and the wards; not just talk and have pictures taken of beds with sheets and people who smell good. Only then will positive results from the millions of dollars spent be seen in this decade.

Massachusetts and New Hampshire are just two states in the United States; I’m sure you can easily see the same in you own states.

By publicizing the work of knowledgeable people through social media, these effective ideas may take root and show merit. Please help A-R-E do just that.

Brian Masters


2 Real Addicts: In Over One Year, Did the System Help Change These Men?

This post looks at two men–what they were, what they did then, and who they are now. These comparisons raise questions about the success and failure of the system, the Do-Gooders, and the upsurge of Government and Politicians who are pounding their chests and throwing money (due to the opiate crisis) to organizations that have done nothing!!

Note: It is well known that New Hampshire is the Opiate poster child in the United States. The New Hampshire politicians are using the pain of people’s Opiate addiction to get elected. They do not spell out a plan, but they talk a lot. Maybe, they should model a program after the documented findings from the Yale University Medical School.

If you would like to get in the mood for this post, listen to Steely Dan’s song, Do It Again.

In this post, I’m writing about  real people who are on the street, part of the subculture, and documented by me. They are Lu and Larry from 2014 and 2015.

First, we need to revisit my definition of Subculture. If you cannot identify with or know the term, you will fail to understand Lu and Gary.

Now let’s revisit Lu who I wrote about in Living in the Shelter.

Real Events between 10-2014 and 11-2014:

“At this time, I still had use of my legs, and I was sober and happy. I was working two jobs and had over $2000 in the bank. The two jobs were selling jewelry at the mall and working security. I would work 18 hours a day, come back to the house, the Portuguese resident would have dinner ready for me, and then I would go to sleep. By the third week, Lu started a fight with me. Ruff and Melvin broke it up. The fourth week, Lu disappeared. The fifth and last week, Larry challenged me to a fight outside. The reality of it was that all I had to do was use what I knew from my martial arts training: arc my left foot while on the ball of my foot, step over that foot with my right leg, turn my back, and then with the left foot throw a power back kick to the chest. But NOT me–I took the high ground. I called management from the next room, told the story, got dressed in my uniform and went to work. Six hours later I got back to the house at 12:15 am. I was immediately kicked out by the manager. I had to leave with what I was wearing. Unfortunately, that night New England was having a Nor’ester rain storm.”

Note: Gary, if you read the blog, was Lu’s friend at the shelter and shared the same bunk. Gary and Lu would frequent Nipmack for money from women. I had heard way to much and my bed was an asset for money and a friend they could trust; by fighting, I would be out of their way.

Present Day, 7-2016:

Lu moved into the same Safe House as me. Rumor on the street is that Lu had disappeared in 2014 because he was caught by the police, either for an outstanding warrant and/or soliciting himself for drug money. Lu was released from jail, is on probation, moved to a shelter, was released from the shelter, and was placed in my safe house. After 6 weeks, Lu is resistant to any rules of the house and people’s feelings. He is back traveling to the town where women pay for favors and drugs can be bought. Time will tell.

Now let’s revisit Larry, whom I wrote about in Hit the Bottom? Live with It! 

Real Events 5-2015:

“Starting in March, I was able to afford a rooming house in Rothboro; it was my own room to stay safe and have a roof over my head. Two weeks later I lost my job (my employer found out that I was homeless), bought some alcohol, and went back to the room. That is when I met Larry and his friends who had just moved in for a week. I had no TV, and they invited me to watch a movie with them. I have decades of street smarts and martial arts training, yet I let my guard down. I was robbed of my backpack and alcohol. I had to pay $20 to get my backpack and my journals, which were in the backpack, returned. There was nothing else I could do.”

Present Day, 7-2016:

Larry has been trying to come off Alcohol and Heroin addiction since that day I met him. I have been sober for over a year with the help of my friends, Mike Garrison, Martin Phillips and his wife Cheryl, and the Anti-Alcohol Drug, Gabapentin. I volunteer at the Center in Rothboro, and I have attempted to work with Larry and his use of Gabapentin. Larry has been in and out of rehabilitation centers and hospitals. Last week, Larry had his face severely beat in because he broke the rules of the Subculture. Larry is still chasing that high.

Then there is Lu. Lu will cheat, steal, and hurt you in order to get his form of gratification. Lu will never self-commit nor will he go to a center for support. I do not know of a solution for Lu’s type of world other than, shut up and stay out of the way, unless you know what you’re doing.

Conclusion: There are individuals within the Subculture who want help but cannot receive the time and care necessary to make it. I have written about important facts and solutions such as those discussed by Michael Lemonick and the Yale University Medical Studies. This is where our Do-gooders and Politicians should put their money. If they did, maybe, just maybe, they will get the same statistical results AA does–20% success or 60% depending who you talk to. I know, in his heart, Larry wants help.

Here’s what Michael Lemonick wrote in his book, When Your Brain Can’t Say No ,and what the Yale University Medical School documented:

“One thing science is increasingly validating is the power of the 90-day rehabilitation model, which was stumbled upon by AA (new members are advised to attend a meeting a day for the first 90 days) and is the duration of a typical stint in a drug-treatment program. It turns out that this is just about how long it takes for the brain to reset itself and shake off the immediate influence of a drug. Researchers at Yale University have documented what they call the sleeper effect-a gradual re-engaging of proper decision-making and analytical functions in the brain’s prefrontal cortex-after an addict has abstained for at least 90 days.”

I started this blog so that people will understand what their lives could be like on the streets and motivate them to avoid it. A good portion of the blog tells of perfect reasons to avoid financial ruin and addiction altogether.

Note: Please take it seriously and pass this information to friends, family, and social media.

Brian Masters





Do Not Judge the Smell of Vodka on Anyone-It could be Hand Sanitizer-You Fool

I volunteer at a Recuperation Center that helped me through my ups and downs. During one of the Center’s bus trips into Boston, two of the members were getting on the bus after spending 4 hours at Harborside events. The director of the Center, who was sitting at the front of the bus, went verbally wild about smelling the strong scent of vodka on individuals getting on the bus. (Remember, we had been in Boston for 4 hours). Well, the smell was the “hand sanitizer” the bus company had for its clients. Two female members had used the sanitizer before going to their seats. The verbal abuse and false exposure brought the women to tears.

If you are in recovery and someone accuses you of relapse in front of your peers, it can hurt, if not cause mental damage.

Note: I am sure most readers have experienced using various sanitizers over the past few years. It is a trend that benefits many people. It also can cause serious accusations or real problems–and this website is about “Reality”. So please, be aware of the potential miscommunication that your brain might create when stimulated by the smell.

Let me tell you of another real event that had more serious consequences.

While attempting to get back on my feet, I was hired by Google Shopping Express which is a start-up division of Goggle. The vision is to compete with Amazon and deliver goods directly to the door of the buyers. Same day service.

When you are homeless, eating and hygiene becomes an art form. A fast food restaurant restroom is a changing room, shower, and bathroom all together. Sanitizer is your deodorant for parts of your body and face. During my evaluation period at GSE, all my test deliveries with a management went extremely well. Except the final test day felt different. The next day, when I called my hiring manager for new orders, I was told that alcohol was smelled during my last trial day. Therefore, I was not Google material. Personally, after having been a successful executive with a six figure income, being let go from a $10 an hour job was no less than total humiliation.

It was not until 3 months later at a Addiction Recovery Education Session that I realized what had happened. Anyone can tell you that the person in recovery can smell most any drug a mile away. At, Adware, a recovery school, it is mandatory to use “hand sanitizer” when possible. The PhD. instructor commented on the stupidity of having to use alcohol hand cleaner that smelled like Vodka. That is when it hit me. I lost the job due to body smell. Smell – The Real Shit You Will Experience

This post is dedicated to raising awareness of that quick judgment of the person next to you. It could cause more hurt than you can imagine.

Brian Masters




Is Alcoholics Anonymous Dying? Recoveryism May Kill It From Within?

There is one organization that was started in the last century that can be attributed to saving hundreds of thousands of lives worldwide–Alcoholics Anonymous. If an individual realizes their plight, opens their mind to a higher power, engages with others who are suffering, and follow the 12 steps, probabilities of survival and revival are good.

Now that we have entered the 21st century, substance abuse involving various drugs as well as alcohol, is killing people every day. However, our medical knowledge of the mental (brain) and physical affects (body) of addiction have stepped up to the task by uncovering drugs that halt addiction. Meditation and other techniques for recovery are seen on Social Media every day. This has created a new and real force called, “Recoveryism,” a term coined by Tom Horvath, President of SMART Recovery in 2006. See Recoveryism explained. Simply, Recoveryism is various camps professing that they have a solution for the alcoholic or drug addict; these camps carry a flag saying, “We are the Holy Grail of recovery.” This approach holds that there is only one true path to recovery.

I have seen this first hand at AA meetings. In May and June 2016, I went to an AA meeting, which is coded, Open Discussion Group, and a well-known man in recovery, and a sponsor of other alcoholics, stated that “the room is for alcoholics only and all others are in the wrong building.” After this comment people left the room!! Another time, a woman spoke and told the fellowship that discussions must focus on alcohol only, or people should leave the room. What is scary and important is that if you multiply those two meetings in one Massachusetts town, by all the people who think that way, by all the towns holding AA meetings, there is an immense number of people being excluded from recovery efforts.

Note: Though there are no elected officers that can send an amendment to the fellowship, a message of change is needed. What has worked for alcoholic addicts can work for all addicts, in my opinion.

AA must rethink the type of addicts they are willing to help and what century we are in. If AA does not modify itself and bend with the wind, it will break; unfortunately, if this AA stance continues, other addicts who could be helped will die. In order to avoid “recoveryism,” Alcoholics Anonymous may want to become “Addiction Anonymous”, which will recognize and welcome all those who are suffering. The 12 step process will work for both alcohol only and addicts.

Father Martin, who was a huge advocate of AA, was way ahead of his time on alcoholism. See Father Martin’s Chalk Talk on Alcoholism. Do not let the “Father Collar” stop you from viewing his video. Father Martin combined the struggle of the alcoholic to the rational and irrational parts of the brain, which was causing the problem. He was 50 years ahead of the University of Yale Medical School findings and the “Spect” of Dr. Amens. I am sure, Father Martin, would not have verbally closed a meeting to those in need.

Note: As I stated in earlier blogs, solutions to addiction is like a portfolio. Financial advisors recommend that clients diversify the investments in a portfolio to minimize risk; this increases the probabilities of a positive outcome. Similarly, we need to have an open mind for remedies, or we reduce the chance of a healthy and happy life.

The world needs Alcoholics Anonymous. And the world needs other methods of curbing addiction. The 12 steps can work when it is combined with other methods of sobriety. AA will have the same positive meaning it always had, but it now needs to be considered, Addiction Anonymous. Let’s not have the bigotry within any recovery chase away that one person who may have cheated death that day.

Brian Masters



Iranian Study: Pain Associated with Heroin Withdrawal Is Greatly Reduced with Gabapentin

In the Iranian Clinical Trial, the effect of gabapentin to reduce withdrawal-related pain due to Iranian crack heroin use was confirmed. Hence, use of this drug for management of such condition is recommended.

Due to my street and housing education, I have become very close to and affected by young adults addicted to heroin. As I moved into the streets of Massachusetts combined with my stays at observation hospitals, relationships developed. Even though I have never experienced the high and the pain of heroin addiction myself, it is impossible not to get involved while surviving in the same space. Many of my the posts are formed by adults whose family member or their partner, brother/sister, cannot break away.  See Death of the Friends of a 27 Year Old.

I am writing this post in the beginning to June, 2016, and it was just two weeks ago I heard my old roommate at an Observation Hospital, Randy, just died. It is a fact that while chasing the high, the fear of the pain of coming down deters seeking any help.

Here is an Iranian Clinical Research study confirming the benefits of Gabapentin. Again, there is help at the end of the tunnel just like I pointed out in the post “Gabapentin Treatment for Alcohol Dependence;” the common denominator is “Gabapentin”.

Note: When we started this website, our intent was to deliver reality to you, the reader. While in the hospital in 2015 for Neuropathy and spinal pain, I was introduced to Gabapentin to reduce chronic pain. At that time, I discovered that if Alcoholism is a disease, Gabapentin is a cure for my desire for Alcohol, and I hope it stays that way.

Here are the conclusions of Iranian Association of Pharmaceutical Scientists.


Gabapentin seems to be a safe and well tolerated medication for treating heroin dependence. This study examined the efficacy of gabapentin for relieving withdrawal-related pain due to heroin use.


In our survey, the effect of gabapentin to reduce withdrawal-related pain due to Iranian crack heroin use was confirmed. Hence, use of this drug for management of such condition is recommended.

IJPS is the official journal of Iranian Association of Pharmaceutical Scientists, an organization of scientists and pharmacists committed to the improvement of Pharmaceutical sciences through the advancement of research, academics, and scientific publications.

I ask you pass this information along through social media and to others you may know who would benefit from this information. It may just spare the torture a person may have to endure.

Brian Masters


In 10-15 Short Years of Abuse – Movie Stars – Die or Comeback Pictures

In my opinion, denial ends when you admit you are an Alcoholic, Addict, and that you have a disease! There are many ways you measure the disease’s timeline such as financial deterioration, loss of friends, family, and activities, OR the way you look! Please read my post about the telltale physical traits you can not hide when you are hooked.

Note: Think about yourself, a friend, or educating a young adult. By realizing the signs of the disease, we can take steps to eliminate or shorten the time line. The people I discuss in this post had a time line you can physically see. The dates the photos were taken speaks volumes. The point of this post is the glaring reality of  what we are dealing with over a SHORT time. It is scary, but you can see the waste in people you admire. 

I love movies and good TV sitcoms. So, I took the time to look at four, high-profile stars . I’m listing  their names, their familiar movies, and their photos before and after their addiction. These photos span the 10 to 15 years during which they seriously abused their minds and bodies. Just 10 to 15 short years!

Please note Robert Downey Jr. turned his path around. He did this through multiple solutions–not just one. Which leads to my “Note” after the pictures.

The changes in all these people are impressive.

Jan Michael Vincent – Soldier Blue, Air Wolf, White Line Fever

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Robert Shaw – From Russia with Love (his picture below), Jaws, (Captain Quint), The Sting,

      Still of Robert Shaw in Jaws (1975)

celebs Robin Kelly

Lisa Robin Kelly, one of the characters on “That 70’s Show”, definitely took a turn for the worse over the years. Unfortunately, she passed away in 2014 because of an accidental drug overdose. Kelly never committed to seeking help at a professional drug rehabilitation center.

Robert Downey Jr. – Chaplin, Sherlock Holmes, Iron Man

        VIDEO: Robert Downey, Jr. Talks Playing Iron Man in Captain America: Civil War


Note: Unfortunately, the research and findings we have now were not available for some of these individuals, but all of the information was  available for Robert Downey Jr. and Lisa Robin Kelly. This website has documented impressive medical findings made since 2013. I cannot say there is no excuse for not turning the path, but we now have far more tools and education than the people before us.

Brian Masters





















After One Year Sobriety, Your Brain May Recover

In the last blog, I posted images of normal brains, brains after drug and alcohol abuse, and a drug/alcohol brain compared to an Alzheimer’s brain. These images are a powerful realization of what could be the result of Substance Abuse.

My objective is to illustrate the reality of the damage that can be done–the real physical and mental damage you can see. What happens is that drug and alcohol abuse results in restricted blood flow in the brain.  The dark spots on the images of the brain are not holes. The dark images are blood flow in the brain that has been restricted.

Hope and Success: Through SPECT imaging, we are able to see the positive affect of sobriety.  The individual to whom this brain belongs stayed sober from alcohol and drugs for one year. The dark images are nearly gone, which means blood is moving normally. We can hope that memory, creativity, and rational judgment is back too. A chance at life is back.

During alcohol and drug abuse
During alcohol and drug abuse


1 year of abstinence from drugs and alcohol

The way I look at it, the medical disciplines and most all recovery disciplines call substance abuse a disease. Well, if it is a disease, there must be a cure!

Now, what if we were to combine the new medical findings and solutions. I described some research findings in previous posts: Gabapentin Treats Alcohol Abuse, and Treatment for Wernicke-Korsakoff Syndrome (Wet Brain). What if we commit to multiple action plans? Do we have the making of a cure?

  • Medical vitamin assistance: This can be done through a Primary Physician.
    • Replenishment of B1 and B12 levels.
    • The introduction of Gabapentin to eliminate the desire for alcohol and reduce the probabilities of relapse. Clinical research indicates that 900 to 1800 mg delivers the beneficial results. This is a proven method of staying off drugs and alcohol.
  • A commitment of attending group meetings such as AA and NA.
    • Using the community of others to understand that you are not alone.
    • Finding the higher power in all of us for behavior modification. This too is a proven method of staying off drugs and alcohol.
  • Therapy and Psychology meetings with trained PHDs.
    • For many people it is the ability to release a troubled past and/or hidden issues. This too is a proven method for opening up and potentially confronting something that reinforced actions that masked reality and increased pleasure seeking behaviors. This too is a proven method of staying off drugs and alcohol.

These images show that in “One Year” the blood flow to the brain is increased and repair is underway. This means the rational you is back. Therefore, planning a program containing multiple, proven methods may insure a long term attempt at a better life.

Note: The improvements may sound easy, but it is hard work. We have to want our brain and all it has to offer, our personality, and our behavior back to what it was before alcohol or drugs. We want to return to what our lives were like before peer pressure or the traumatic experience that moved us down the path of a disease.

Please pass these blog posts to others in your network such as friends and family who struggle with substance abuse. Use any social media which will help spread the word.

Brian Masters











Visual of the Destruction of Our Brain on Alcohol or Drugs

In July of 2014, I was fortunate to take classes addressing the effect of drugs and alcohol on the body. For decades, I had sold analytical software, so it was very important for me to dissect the reasons for my problems and predict the outcome. While being educated about the latest findings of alcohol and drug use, images similar to the ones below were shown. It was the “hit in the head” I needed that inspired me to learn more and stop the destruction.

It is education that can help us cure the disease in ourselves, in my opinion. Images such as these, combined with other medical findings, group meeting such as AA, and therapy convinced me we have light at the end of the tunnel. For example, see Hope: Gabapentine is a Treatment for Alcohol Abuse. A successful portfolio of investments must be diversified for a positive future return; similarly, the actions we take to cure our disease must be diversified to stop the future destruction of our brain (and body). Please pass these images to young adults so we stop the destruction before it happens.

Man: just look at the images of reduced brain activity!!

Note: The pictures can be shocking when you have never seen them before. These images of the brain do not mean this is what your brain looks like. But this blog deals with the reality of our actions–whether those actions are genetic and/or from environmental events. Should the disease be genetic, these images should motivate you to find a cure before taking a snort, a pill, a drink, or a needle. These images are from the Amen Clinic Inc. (I am not endorsing this clinic; I am simply acknowledging where these images come from)


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Image from http://sponauglewellness.com/alzheimers/alzheimers-brain-function/

Notice how the alcohol and drug damaged brains look at lot like a brain of someone with Alzheimer’s Disease!

I hope these images say it all and have a positive impact. I will continue to provide information in any media form to help you, your friends, family members, and soul mates.

Brian Masters